I saw memories of my past being replayed in my head.
I was seeing myself through the eyes of something else.
And as I looked at myself through these eyes, I was sad to see that I wasn’t smiling when I could have been. I saw myself fighting so hard for life.
Then it was like I watched myself again in my memories but this time experiencing the same moments with a smile on my face and joy in my heart.
And at that moment I understood….the eyes looking at me were sad because they knew I could choose that and I wasn’t.